May 10th
09:04 PST

after talking to lynn yesterday i realised that first thing in the morning is the perfect time to do art. so this morning at 6:45 i left for this café down the street and i painted/drew and suddenly it was 8:30 and i realised i needed to go get ready for work soon!

May 7th
20:40 PST

visiting lynn and carol today was the absolute best thing i could have done with my day. so much love, happiness, and inspiration. i am incredibly blessed to have people like them in my life. i cannot remember the last time i was so completely content. life is wonderful.

April 30th
17:05 PST

good feelings (a list to remember when i’m sad)

  • taking an outdoor shower.
  • getting so lost in a drawing or painting that you forget you exist.
  • in choir, getting a completely new song. you’re shaky at first, everyone’s making mistakes, you cling to the sheet music for dear life. and then suddenly there’s this moment when it all clicks, and you and everyone around you are in perfect harmony with one another, and you realise that you’re creating beauty.
  • receiving a long, long letter in the mail. 
  • sitting somewhere high up with your legs dangling down.
  • being a little kid at a boring grown-up event, sneaking around and playing and getting into mischief.
  • stargazing with someone who knows the sky very well.
  • making a joke that everyone laughs at.
  • when the power goes out and you have nothing to do, so you play with candles and make cool patterns with the melted wax.
  • writing really neatly when you aren’t even trying to.
  • being taken care of.
  • meeting someone new and realising that you immediately understand each other.
  • getting prank calls that are actually funny.
  • having long sleepy conversations in the dark at sleepovers.
  • sleepovers, just as a concept.

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16:09 PST

i’m getting my hair cut for free in a couple weeks at the fanciest salon in town. the lady has SO many plans for my hair. i’m kind of just along for the ride

April 24th
16:59 PST

my friends made me cry like four times today. by being so amazing. i really, really love them (you).

April 19th
21:23 PST
guess why i got wine AND gelato, all in one night?

guess why i got wine AND gelato, all in one night?

April 16th
21:05 PST
these are ~*~unofficial results~*~ but basically 
yeah next week is gonna be my last week of high school

these are ~*~unofficial results~*~ but basically 

yeah next week is gonna be my last week of high school

April 15th
17:41 PST

aw i wish i could show you the painting i did saturday & the coloured pencil i did today! 2 bad no tengo ni escáner ni cámara porque i did a nice job if i do say so myself

dang now i wanna do more art but i have my essay due tomorrow & if i finish it soon then i get thai for dinner so

April 13th
23:41 PST

today was very good

  1. went on a 45-minute run/jog (with maybe a cumulative 15 minutes of it spent walking) in the morning
  2. heidi got an army jacket thing from a garage sale & it’s super comfy, looks cute on me
  3. baked sympathy cookies for the college guys across the street who got majorly burglarised a few days ago
  4. i just spent all evening working on a painting & it’s actually kind of good ???
March 30th
23:10 PST

oh my god i just remembered my dream from last night and holy shit

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