who’s arms would I run and fall into
if I were drunk
in a room with everyone
I have ever loved"
god….. only thing about deciding not 2 date whatsisname is that we are both members of the same salsa club and stuff and i just know i’m gonna be seeing him at least 2-3 times a week and he’s gonna do something adorable or look particularly good and i’m gonna have to silently ask myself “WHY DID I DECIDE WE SHOULD JUST BE FRIENDS” and then i will have to not make out with him or anything and i’ll be really sad
im actually a bit sad about it but sometimes i remind myself that i dont need him and im fine alone. im only 18 and i have a bunch of time to meet other people but gosh darn this guy was so perfect and i dont mean perfect skin perfect teeth but perfect for me. i dont have the same problem as you but my problem does make me want to keep away from people i want to be with. all i do now is wait for a text from him and hopefully we can start back up again lol its a dumb choice
mm wait so is your reason for not giving yourself a chance to be with him because you don’t want him to turn out to be horrible like all the guys you’ve gone out w/ before? you def don’t need to be in a hurry to find someone, but hey, if you really think he’d be perfect for you then you might wanna consider texting him first!
the guy i like, i don’t think he’s perfect for me or anything, but i rly enjoy talking to him and hanging out with him and he is very very cute. once i liked someone enough to actually try to push past my extreme…fear of vulnerability (i guess that’s what it boils down to), but even being in love w/ them or whatever i was really terrible at handling my feelings. that whole thing didn’t end up working out and i doubt i’ll be able to bring myself to open up to someone i like again unless i’m literally in love w/ them. it would be nice to be able to date more casually than that, but more often than not, my romantic feelings for the person aren’t nearly as strong as my fear of getting hurt. so this guy and i are probably gonna end up just being friends who hooked up which makes me kinda sad even as i’m saying it, but oh well. it’s not the end of the world right?
anyway good luck with your non-fuckboy! i believe in you
- Donations for Darren Wilson mysteriously halt after reaching over $400K. Darren Wilson Gofundme page officially shut down!!!
- The “Support Darren Wilson” Facebook page is deleting comments about basic financial questions and is urging supporters to petition against the Mike Brown Fund
- Time uses the word “negrophobia” instead of “racism” and compares fear of spiders to fear of black people. Seriously.
- The truth about flash bangs
- Public art on Canfield: (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6)
- Video from the March on Ferguson
- Video from DC’s Mike Brown Rally
- 10 people from the Lost Voices organization are living in tents (x) until there is justice for Mike Brown
- Mike Brown’s family asks for 4 1/2 minutes of silence tomorrow instead of highway protest
Who thinks I’m an idiot lol? For the safety of trans women, I will assume what I want. That isn’t to say I don’t know gay INDIVIDUALS who are here for us. But gayness has a problem with trans misogyny. I’m comfy in stating that
not to mention cis gay men push transwomen out of LGBT issues, invalidate our gender, use the “t” slur freely, and take all the credit for Stonewall and push transwomen out of communities and organizations about and having to do with Stonewall. This isn’t to say there aren’t individuals who are actually here and supportive of transwomen, but as controlledeuphoria stated they do have problems with being transmisogynist.
would it be rude or weird of me to ask lynn & carol to send me a postcard while they are on their very long road trip?